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09 February 2010

Patience

I've suddenly become blessed with deeper patience than I've ever experienced. I'm not quite where it has come from but I've noticed on several occasions over the past few months that I've been in situations that could cause impatience but for some reason I've been been so calm and patience: car back-ups over an hour long, twisting my knee and waiting for healing, and this un-ending winter. Is it my age that is providing me with this newfound peace in trying times? Or, is there something the Lord has been doing and working in my life to bless me with these moments of calm in the midst of dealyed hope?


Romans 8:23-27 "...but we ourselves, who have been firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for wha the already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will."


I'm reminded of deep longings I have which have required deep patience. I have spent over fifteen years patiently waiting for a spouse to journey this life alongside. Well, "patiently waiting" is relative: there are times when the waiting has been easy and it's been clear as to why I'm on this journey as a singleton but there are other times where the hope deferred has been very difficult to bear. As I've reflected on the small ways I've been more patient with some small things in life, I trust I will be moved into a new place of peaceful waiting... hoping for what I do not yet have and yes, waiting patiently.


I know that my deepest longing is to be made new and to be in heaven. I don't reflect on this enough. My grandmother wrote about heaven a lot in her journals... she knew this is where she longed to be. I want to live life on this earth in a way that I'm eagerly yet patiently waiting for what is to come beyond what I know.


Oh, there's still much to think about... to process... to reflect on.... but for now I will just patiently wait...

posted by asvdw at 10:39 PM

2 Comments:

Blogger team krasean said...

Thanks for sharing, Amy. I am always encouraged by your faithfulness. I'm glad you posted on FB today. I have added your blog to my list, so I'll know when you have posted. Miss you, friend! -Sonja

February 17, 2010 at 9:09 PM

 
Blogger J.Isakson said...

New memory work for me-- Romans 8: 23-27. Thanks for guiding to me to the passages that I need to have "written on my heart!"

I am starting tomorrow! I love you.

jackie

February 17, 2010 at 11:42 PM

 

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